Reading Happy Birthday

Whatever you question: thought process: or current contemplation is I will say this - You are living your divinity! In the you spot you got high self card which means everything you are living/doing is in complete alignment to your truth!!!!! This is so crazy rare and it happened on the 3-3-3!!!

whats blocking you... your following blindly your heart calling and because you are trusting in what you “feel” there is not a lot of validation! Hence blind... this is scary because you readjust and reverted when things don’t feel right and to the outside world this looks fucking crazy! So stay connected to your heart and truly trust. 

your goal is harmony in the human world. Your heart is trying to validate the human hence the ❤️ Reflected on the other side of the mirror. You are reconciling what the heart wants and the human needs, your trying to find harmony

foundation shadow throat chakra. I will clue you into your internal voice. Where is your heart in full knowing and the inner voice interviews that feeling to death and makes it to cerebral or human. Where is the foundation for what you want to create being side swiped by your voice. Listen carefully to how you are talking to yourself to start manifesting your heart centered reality not your head. 

hummm receive for distant past.... this usually signals a discordant attern that may be likely to trigger again. This is all about your purpose connecting to your relationships. Are you finding yourself string out of authenticity lately? Is there something you want or need that the partner isn’t providing or you are unwilling to speak up about??? Throat chakra- figure out that trigger and a lot of this density should shift. 

ok so buckle up because I see you have a shit tons of stuff coming up in throat chakra! Have you gotten sick yet?!? I feel like if you don’t discover what this is it’s going g to flat fast in throat/sickness (just a feeling) ok so future is hypo solar plexus - is there something with your partner you have pulled back from? Example: he always says or does ——- and it kind of nags at you or bothers you but you don’t engage because you like “harmony” so the last card and these 3 all are helping you to see clearly where you are repeating a very big throat chakra block! So here the future is showing this is a cognitive though - something you think but don’t feel “confident?” Enough to say or express

your attitude - hypo throat chakra (girlllllll) this shows again a pattern you could find from your past where you chose to swallow words instead of speak the. To keep the price. Remember your distant past is about being able to receive and this is big because in literal translation. It says your partner will deliver to you your destiny... so why are you scared to ask?

other people’s views: prudence people know and expect you to speak from an intuitive place. You don’t need the answers / you don’t need to be the smartest one in the room. What you bring to the table is a tapped in pulse on exactly what’s unfolding you just need the courage to express it. Because people around you expect you to. 

your hopes and fears are directly connected to family or the idea of family. You are manifesting the energy of flexibility here so whatever it is that’s again in your mind that you get caught up mulling over in connection to all this is what you want but also what you fear.

outcome your passion is your purpose! What excites you and inspires you is exactly what you need to be creating and birthing right now. You are the divine artist and because you are high self what you want will birth so put your energy there and watch this new baby come to life! 

Monthly Reading 3-3-2019 (pa)

First impression of your card layout is follow your heart and speak your truth! Also you are 1 of 3 monthly subscription peeps that got the high self BALANCED card this is insane and crazy as this card never shows up! I take this as affirmation that you guys all have achieved the 3-3-3 energy!!! 

you - devotion. High self in connection to your community your group. I believe this is showing you being lead by the heart. When you do this your heart connects you to the community that reflects your level of heart connection. The man in this picture is beaten down to a point of surrender and his heart is taking his hand and guiding him the last steps of the climb up the mountain. I think this is a perfect picture of the place you are at in this journey. You have to trust that the heart can get you to the top even though you don’t know the path or how to get there.

whats blocking you - fluidity. Haha so everything’s not going exactly how you have envisioned it when it comes to your current passion in connection to the family, but know that this man sits in contemplation over his own coat of arms (wow all these pictures are super representative of your current journey!) so he sits trapped in thought instead of finding fluidity within his family and the support that is there. 

goal is to manifest acceptance. This is archangel zadekial who will be a support system for you moving forward. Here is his message.

The world that you have created deserves your connection, recognition, and acceptance.

Everything happening in your world, from the trees you surround yourself with, to the people you

talk to, to the food you eat is all created by your power of creation and your choice. No two

human worlds are evolving at the same speed or interacting in the same way. Think about it

everything you do on a daily basis is 100% your choice and of your creation. No one on this

planet is seeing or experiencing everything you see and experience, and when you look closely

even those we chose to most closely share our lives with have different understandings and

perceptions of what we know and believe. Everything we chose to experience already has our

connection and signature on it. We must look at everything in our world, everything we can see

with our eyes day in and day out and chose to acknowledge the love we have put into creating

it, start to see its true heart. By seeing the heart outside of yourself in the things you have

created you acknowledge the heart within yourself. By acknowledging the heart within yourself

you chose to recognize the heart of everything outside of yourself. Example: Even the most

tense and negative situations in your world are of your creation, find the silver lining, recognize

and accept your part in its creation and allow your heart to fill with the understanding that this

situation was created by you to help you find new and different ways to recognize and love

yourself. By you accepting those worlds interacting and connecting into your world, you help to

bridge the worlds and create understanding and acceptance for all. You have a hand in creating

everything in your world. You will start to recognize the need to love all aspects of yourself and

those things in the world you surround yourself with

archangel of sacral chakra too! 

foundation: connection. You are grounding into your community again the heart outside of you! You are building your new foundation which will support you and reflect who you are on the inside. 

distant past- purification. This signals the patterns that you are being asked to watch out for so that you do not repeat them in the future. Using you voice and self expression to say pure and clearly aligned to your highest authenticity. So speak your truth and live in connection to that truth by being fully expressive in accordance with the words you speak and think. 

future: wisdom! Wow high self in connection to authentic low self! This is the energy of 3-3-3 you are moving towards the discovery of your divine union on earth. This is it my friend your divinity is so strong there is nothing that can stop this union from being recognized in your near future!

your attitude is that of the artist: you are manifesting your passion as you have been seeing it in your mind. You are birthing a new way to live and experience yourself and it’s all about staying connected to those things that inspire your passions and these are all the ideas/concepts you have been building in your minds eye. 

how other people view you: archangel Raphael. Who preaches clear intentions. You are manifesting this energy in connection to how others see and are experiencing you right now. Here is his message:

You must separate yourself from your limiting perspectives. Treat you life as if you are a guest

with a ticket ready to watch the play. Your goal is to watch your life from everyone else's

perspectives. If you can start to live as if your physical body is the actor in your life and a higher

version of yourself is the one watching the performance, you will start to gain insights as to what

the world around you is trying to convey. The moment you can shift your consciousness outside

of your own body and begin to watch the world play out around you, is the moment you will

begin to understand the psychic impulses you receive, the visuals you tap into, and the realities

that are being created by your every move. You must change your perspective to one that is

floating above your normal body watching how people react to you when you walk into and out

of a room. Watch what people do, see who takes notice, and watch as your physical actor body

does repetitive things that cause you to receive the same reactions. Start to witness your life

and start to recognize what roles you are playing out around the people who you encounter.

Learn how to accept the psychic connections they send out to you and learn more about

yourself than you ever imagined possible. Clear your receptive center by seeing a halo of light

around your forehead and brow center this will allow you the telepathy and psychic images you

need to recognize what kind of world you have created. This will give you clear intentions to

move forward in the most harmonious way.

This angel message should help you in how to communicate and express yourself to your relationships.

hopes and fears- prophet energy. This is using your intuition in connection to those groups you are connected to. So here this is the heart that resides outside of you attracting the community that reflects your hearts desires. The hope is to begin to lead from the heart and create the group around you that trusts and needs your guidance, but when you chose to step into this prophet role you also have to be and live your intuition when it come through. This takes trust and confidence that you are being guided for your highest good. ( your community here can also be your family)

outcome - hyper throat chakra which means you are way to forward leaning here thinking about what you will say how you will say it.... you are hanging out too much in this future space and it’s keeping you out of your authentic timeline where this magic can happen. So stop thinking about what you will say and how you will say it and start living your day through purity of speech and actions and the outcome you desire will present itself.

Monthly Reading 3-3-2019 (am)

Ok so first impression of the card layout is - buckle up! There are lots of old cords coming up to be reviewed or to heal or gain the wisdom from, so that these old patterns don’t come back up. 

you - co-dependent. This is hyper heart chakra. This card is signaling that you are possibly leaning to far forward into the future to try and protect your heart. These is a pattern of co-dependency coming up which is now resulting in the overactive mental field . How are you possibly taking on roles that don’t serve your authentic self to protect your heart? Don’t be someone you are not, don’t fake it. Be you so that your heart can magnetize exactly what it needs right now.

whats blocking you - this is the shadow of the crown chakra which signals a very old/deep seeded pattern of attachment. Back to the you card of co-dependence I would say where do you plan/control/and layer expectation on how things should look/flow and be so that everything aligns to your prefect outcome. Again, doing this while playing a role will not magnetize to you a frequency that complements you it will align to the “role/archetype” you are playing. Shadow cards signal areas where we have done something the same way for so long that it feels “normal” or a part of our authentic self, but in actuality this comes up with “the skull sumbolism” to let us know that it’s a part of our old self that needs to die in order for our new self to be born in our new light.

goal is the hyper sacral chakra which is obsession. The only way I can read into this is possibly you are looking for that teenage love! Where you are so obsessed with the person that every bit of your “passion/relationship/partnership” energy is ticketed by the idea and thoughts of finding that union. So is there someone now that doesn’t trigger this? Or are you comparing everything to a person who did inspire this kind of energy?

foundation is patience! Haha so universe is tellin you so far... if you stop protecting yourself/heart. If you heal the past pattern of having to control situations, that you will get that giddy school girl love. This is universe affirming what you need and telling you it’s on its way once you align these relationships  to your willpower or you “fire type” energy that surrounds authentic self. Basically universe is like, when you let go and completely embody that in which you seek you will get what you seek.

distant past is hypo third eye which is denial. There is a less than energy here something that’s making you dim you light and it has to do with your past. There is a cord that keeps you locked into the experiences of your past and if allowed will keep you in denial that you cant or won’t get that energy or connection again. I am feeling into that wild attraction you had with the male aquantence, if he is out of the picture it almost feels like every man gets compared to him and the giddiness he inspired. The message here is that if you hold onto that person as the only embodiment of that energy you will miss or not see clearly the paths as they open up to new, better potentials.

future- you are manifesting the energy of fortitude which is aligning your authentic self to your intuition. Which means you are learning to find the balance between your needs (maybe what you have been conditioned to think of as selfish or self serving because of your past), but the trick here is that the more you serve the authentic self the more your intuition and perspective over life is affirmed. And this happens through you choice to serve your authentic self first.

your attitude - arch angel Chammuel is showing up for you. Currently manifesting I to your field to help you become more vulnerable. Helping you in the need to know and control and allow life to happen to you.

chammuels message (BTW just looked at my clock and it’s 12:22! This must be your duality that your reconciliation) All beings share one heart. The sacred heart belongs to no one person. The sacred heart is a

collection of the love we hold and have for ourselves unified by the connections we have to all

beings. We must learn to love ourselves for exactly who we are. There is no more hiding the

truth of our being. We must emerge from our protective shells and be ready to call from the

mountain tops. They will hear our calls of devotion to ourselves and our dedication each and

every day to finding and loving more pieces of our true being. There is no more time to be afraid

of what people will think. Fear is what keeps us trapped in believing that what we are is

unlovable. We must love ourselves enough that our love reaches every heart everywhere in the

scene and unseen worlds. We must have vulnerability so that we may give ourselves over

completely to the understanding that if we love everyone as much as we love ourselves we can

shift the vibration of all being to that of peace, care and stillness. Our sacred hearts are all

unified by the same source creator. By filling our own hearts with love we intentionally fill and

love each other. By acknowledging that we are vulnerable when we love so strongly we can

take the power away from fear and our own in capabilities to love and give the power to the

movement of love itself.

other people’s views: observer. The people outside of you see you as intuitively following your purpose! How great is that. So trust in this and start to feel ok choosing yourself over the expectations of others.

hopes and fears: evolution. Your greatest hope is that you are going through this life change; this Phoenix moment where your willpower to go after your purpose creates this NEW LIFE experience, but this is also your greatest fear because in this your world completely changes and the old-known-control you once had has to be released so that you can birth a totally new self. 

outcome: kismet! Trust in the alignments happening. Everything in your world is showing up so trust that these connections are all happening to align your high self to this reality you are co-creating. This is manifesting for you and is validation that what you are thinking is your high self and aligned to the divinity of YOU.

Membership Reading 3-3-2019 (WEFWDS)

The energy I feel when I flip all the cards is that there is something trying to manifest but your holding on too tight somewhere not open and vulnerable enough to have it show up... ok let’s get to details. 

you- Archangel Michael - you are so heart aligned and know exactly who you are that you are magnetizing the people you need to you! Ask/pray/call to Michael to facilitate (use this connection as one of the ways you can begin to let go and trust the astral plan is doing the “human” work you need done) michaels message  

We must recognize our differences as humans and allow this to unite us and not drive us apart.

When someone who does not share your view or opinion comes into your life it is not your job to

make this person aware of your views. It is not your responsibility to try and solve their situation.

It is your job to recognize that this soul is understanding life differently than you and all you can

do is accept them in their time and space and allow them to be and feel whatever it is they might

need to be and feel to go through their own awakening process. We tend to separate ourselves

from the people around us because their vibration is different than our own, and this can make

us feel uncomfortable if our own energy is not maintained. We must seek as much togetherness

as possible even in the most diverse of groups to allow everyone the opportunity to feel the

loving energy that is of non judgment and fully accepting. By connecting with your own stillness

and divinity in situations that are less than perfect you will allow others the space they need to

see and feel your vibration. This alone will allow other souls to open up to their own stillness,

acknowledgment, and divinity. We must stay together with non verbal, non judging support. This

will allow everyone on earth to feel and experience their own journey while still supporting each

other through love, stillness and calm.

whats blocking you - hyper sacral chakra which is obsession. This is interesting because it shows there is some type of overt over connection to another person. Could be expectation or actual need to connect. I see a home/family card above this so could be one of your family members. Hyper shows a tendency to be leaning towards the future so this could be more directed to expectations or ideals you are holding in your mental field for this person.

goals - happy home card. This is manifesting I to your field and starts that you are looking to cultivate more heart centered energy in the family/home/foundation. That which is supporting you. 

the foundation is shadow side of crown chakra. This is attachment. Here is where I ask what is this expectation you have? What is this perfect vision or the obsessive thoughts in connection to this person. There is somewhere here where life is being squeezed/controlled and the manifestation flow is being blocked because the vision/expectation you hold is preventive the flow to manifest into this solid foundation for you.

distant past - ok so I would now ask are there signs popping up that indicate a pattern from the past that you don’t want to manifest. This card is in a manifesting position and distant past indicated where we might repeat patterns from our past. So are you witnessing things happening in your field that are indicative of something that you are currently trying to control and not have manifest because last time it did or last time these signs popped up it created an outcome that was hard or painful?

future is archangel Chammuel. His message is all about vulnerability. This is where you are being asked to trust and release your control on this situation so that it can manifest in alignment to the highest outcome. 

chammuels message All beings share one heart. The sacred heart belongs to no one person. The sacred heart is a

collection of the love we hold and have for ourselves unified by the connections we have to all

beings. We must learn to love ourselves for exactly who we are. There is no more hiding the

truth of our being. We must emerge from our protective shells and be ready to call from the

mountain tops. They will hear our calls of devotion to ourselves and our dedication each and

every day to finding and loving more pieces of our true being. There is no more time to be afraid

of what people will think. Fear is what keeps us trapped in believing that what we are is

unlovable. We must love ourselves enough that our love reaches every heart everywhere in the

scene and unseen worlds. We must have vulnerability so that we may give ourselves over

completely to the understanding that if we love everyone as much as we love ourselves we can

shift the vibration of all being to that of peace, care and stillness. Our sacred hearts are all

unified by the same source creator. By filling our own hearts with love we intentionally fill and

love each other. By acknowledging that we are vulnerable when we love so strongly we can

take the power away from fear and our own in capabilities to love and give the power to the

movement of love

your attitude- empathy. You are getting every release card! This is now asking you to release this density from your emotional body. To walk your walk and talk your talk, is this scary? Don’t control/don’t be strong- be the complete expression of these energies you are feeling this is going to be what heals you through all levels and layers.

other people’s views - this is the hyper heart chakra card which is co-dependent. Signaling you overly connected to this persons life experience. I go back to what’s blocking you and it was the hypo sacral chakra “obsession” over another person here this card other People’s views is echoing this block sentiment. There is somewhere where you are trying to control the outcome as it is attached to another “human” and this could be mental / future based.

hopes and fears - kismet. That everything is aligned and synchronistic. I go to the distant past card where all the signs are happening like they once did, and because of the outcome from that situation you fear it could repeat. So you hope everything is divinely aligned but then again this is a fear because the signs are similar.

outcome - message in a bottle card. This is inspiration. You are manifesting this energy where your passion is in full connection to how you express yourself. By being authentic and allowing yourself to not only feel the depth of whatever is going on but then to be able to express this full in life with how you act you internal and external world will be in harmony and you will gain the ability to inspire others through how you are currently living this story so clearly.

Membership Reading 3-3-2019 (ya)

Wow wow wow! You passed the test! I pulled these cards and went yes...Yes...YEs...YES!!! 

you - complete! This signals the end of a cycle. For you seemingly the end of a long cycle (personal addition) this is where you begin grounding your purpose into this reality!

blocking you - release... this is Archangel Uriel coming in to say. There might be something more to release so don’t stop now - keep going 

Uriel – Solar Plexus Chakra

There comes a point within everyone's existence where they experience a shift and a release of

the physical body, this is where you start to live from a place of remembrance of who you have

always been. You remember the soul you have forgotten along the way. You remember that life

is more than what you perceive and you hear the calling inside to become who you were meant

to be. When this happens you must make room for the soul to renter the body. Like a sun

finding its way home through a dark universe this is what happens inside of your physical body

during the shift. Once the soul finds its way back home you no longer see duality. There are no

more choices in your life, everything is one harmonious direction or path that you feel inclined to

take. Your life becomes directed and your sense of doing becomes laser focused. You have

made room inside of your body to allow divine soul light to come home and when this happens

there is no stopping you. Your energy becomes uplifted and you release old patterns that have

kept you trapped in untrusting version of yourself. With your new light body you find ease and

openness in everything you do, there is no more resistance in life and all stars align just to allow

you to find your way home.

pray to Uriel this month to help you see clearly what else lies in wait upon this path.

goal - you are manifesting balance. This is not just balance for life but this is balance between high and low self for the first time ever so that you can be the living breathing expression of your divinity. WOW

foundation - growth. Your authentic self is coming in hot and bothered. Like I am here!!!!! Let’s set some shit on FIRE! Seriously this is your passion rearing to life as your new grounding point.  meaning your new normal is going to feel a bit different than it has before so follow where your creative juices are directing you because you are going to be teased by your high self and given very tangible “feeling senses” like I want organize my office today... then you go to staples and get all these fun new “creative” things to play with. Trust in these hunches as the tiny stepping stones that will begin painting a picture for what you are moving into creating “big picture” next.

distant past can come as a warning for the patterns/cycles we have let play out in the past. Here the hypo “less than/dimming your light” solar plexus chakra comes up. This means watch for the patterns that try to trigger you into no trusting fully in the life you are co-creating with high self. Don’t let the little voice distract you tell her it’s going to be ok when she whispers softly in your ear with concern. 

Future- ok this is your husband again. Last month you wrote to me and said no it’s not my hubby I am dealing with this with it’s still work... I went to myself “are you sure?” I 100% felt his energy. So please review what we were talking about last month because I believe that was the test run for what you are going to role play with your husband to find a new ground or platform together. You are seeking a new kind of stability in this relationship for your future and I believe however you dealt with the work thing will be a good review for maybe how you move forward here.

You attitude - is shadow third eye chakra... haha I am thinking this might be highlighting your next price of work coming in. And I think it might start with your husband or why you have a limited persepective over the dynamic that I might be talking about. I hear your voice repeating something about the “work” and letting him be him, but there is something of bother for you here that is creating a storyline that isn’t in complete congruence with this new you.

How other see you - transformation - the complete solar plexus card! Willpower aligned to authentic self - creating your butterfly moment. 

Hopes and fears - interesting you get the hyper root chakra card which could suggest a leaning into the future and wondering if you are doing enough / achieving enough or attaining what your vision for security/foundation/stability is so this could show a tendency to think to much from a future perspective, but also in the hopes it would suggest the though form of - I have really done well maybe I can slow down and enjoy a bit!! But that is where future mind kicks in and says but there’s always tomorrow! 

outcome - WHAT!!!!! This is where I peed myself in complete excitement. This is the high self card signaling your completion and alignment to 333! Yeah! 

MS -2/2/2019 DoublePA

You right now have a shadow to your throat chakra. You are living in deceit and this creates shadow influence in your life. Meaning everything is going to be valed in this shadow confusion. Watch how you become more distrusting in people outside of you as a side effect of your own shadow, this is how you will know the pattern is ingraning.  

What’s Blocking you in this deceit is the ability to fully self express what’s in your mind. the energy here is kindness. This has come up in the monthly reading for integration and here it is again as a block to your process.  

the goal for you is to manifest fluidity into  life. This card has showed up for many this month and is specifically signaling a partner. This is grounding passion into your life so you can find more fluidity in your everyday routine or foundation.

your foundation is signaling a manifestation flow which will bring the minds passions to life. You are currently bringing this artistry energy which signals a release of sacral chakra energy. Once manifested watch for some weight loss as a signal this burst of energy has hit your foundation.

distant past, recognizes that you are manifesting this evolution energy. That you are going through a Phoenix moment. Your high self is connected to your will and will be manifesting this outcome.  there is always a warning when it come to distant past and that is the fact that you have done this before. So recognize we’re you felt stuck or possibly the traps you fell into when this happened last time... I am being pulled to you marrying a person that might have been an extream opposite or the one you recently left and how you might have attracted a shadow partner that filled areas in your life where you felt like you lacked... distant past always reminds us not to repeat old lessons.

your fture the realist card. You are also manifesting this!!! All manifesting. Your authentic self is becoming grounded and in that you are able to clearly look at your life and decide what you need as a human to move forward. This is the slap in the face card! Realist, showing up to help you the human manifest what you need.

you attitude. Your voice is coming on line with your passion. This is interesting sacral chakra has shown up for you not as relationships but in the emotional connection to this chakra which is passion you have 3 of these 7 cards on your board. Shows a shift deeper into your sacral chakra. You attitude right now is inspire! This is the message in a bottle card, what has sailed a long way to get here is now washed up on shore ready to be spoken.

other rookies views they are in denial. They have pulled back from their truth and living in denial over the situation. This would signal shock when your message is spoken. You will need to help them see clearly from a greater perspective. 

your hopes and fears are freedom. Of course being able to live your full self expression in connection to authentic self is your hope but the freedom and the unknowns it carries is also your biggest fear. You must recognize that if the hope over powers the fear and fills your heart that it will bring you all the positive attachments to this energy. If you let the fear win you will be clouded in confusion as you move forward.

outcome: jophiel and reconciliation! Angel Message: You live in a world created just for you. The sooner you recognize that you are the student and everyone around you is your teacher, good, bad, or indifferent, the sooner you will be able to see the world for what it truly is. You must remember you have handpicked your interactions in life and every meeting is an opportunity to learn another message and regain clarity as to who you are and what your purpose is. The more you fill your day with activities and interactions, the more you are asking to learn about yourself. Everything that holds energy or charge in your life is an area you are choosing to work on. As you begin to reconcile with all the knowledge you were meant to have, you will gain more wisdom and slow down accepting everything for what it is. This will start the process of reducing your physical responsibilities allowing you to be with your internal wisdom. As you make this shift you will find more stillness, acceptance, and presence in your life. Your interactions will not require thought and your teachers will present themselves as your equals. You will start to see all energy for what it truly is and will understand the deep unifying connection between all things. You will hear and understand the voice of the universe deep inside of you and will find clarity in all that you do. Your shift will bring you to a place of quiet reprieve where your silence will allow others to hear your call and students will seek you out for help with reconciliation of their own path.

MS 2-2 Puho

you - this month is all about master building your new self. If you haven’t watched the monthly reading from the newsletter StOP and do that before you move on. Last month you were told to speak your truth and this month as we reconcile the old self with who we are moving into (next month 333 triple goddess!) you are getting faced with those last aspects of old that need to leave and recognizing what is the new you to fully birth next month. So hyper throat. This is you playing role again with your voice and how you are expressing yourself. This signals you have taken on an archetype to get through what you are processing. I am feeling your dad and speaking words of strength instead of allowing yourself to be vulnerable- this would be coming in this month as the external to last month. This is how fluctuations in our field come in we go gfrom one extreme to the next to find our balance point. I a.m. also clues into the card representing gossip! And would ask you how have you been feeling with all this gossip energy surrounding the event and how have you stuck to your authentic self and where are you sitting back to not cause waves. Something about the two of these things, dad and gossip makes me feel like your running internal dialogue that makes you question “what Am I even doing or believe in anymore” it feels like the vastly opposite swings you have experienced is making you question (what you believe??)

blocking you - you are impatient. (Btw breakthrough comes next month!) you wanted to be fully walking the walk and talking the talk by now and life is like nope! We need you release a bit more of the old before your full self expression is in connection to high self. Specifically being asked to have tolerance towards all the changes. 

goal - shadow heart chakra. So vulnerability and letting go. I am 100% connected to your dad and the fact that you need to detach from his path at the moment and trust that he as a soul is clearly aligned to what his greater plan is. Loss as a trigger for you brings up many past traumas of the heart and so I would assum your initial reaction is to hold and control. The greater message for you is to be inside the depths of vulnerable meaning having no control over another souls path and finding your greater connection to that soul through non attachment and having no expectations. This means you let the soul be it’s authentic self and in that you grow together through this process. 

foundation is the balanced chakra card. This provides the foundation for growth and what is coming or that which you can achieve in the goals... here it’s saying your in perfection. That the solid foundation you have is the perfect balance for everything you are growing into here. This card is 1 of 78 it’s the unicorn card hardly ever makes an appearance. 

distant past: this is the flexible card. All about being present with your relationships. I am being pulled to bob and whatever grief you hold onto from the way he passed and whatever state the relationship was in. This shits into the future card which is appreciation. I would say the goals shadow card that’s coming up for you is this “pain” heart specific that you may hav thought you healed with bob that got triggered when you got the news of your dad...... this is another way your heart is being given a chance to heal and feel into the depths of your capabilities in this human body. So your way to heal this part of the heart is through appreciation (w non attachment to outcome) I peeked that’s your outcome card.

your attitude- shadow throat chakra which is lies or deceit. This could indicate a pattern you have of using your internal voice to lie to yourself instead of feeling into the emotions truly surrounding you. This would be an invitation from heart to stop having this manifesting flow blocked at throat chakra level and let your energy descend into the heart where you can truly feel into the expansion of what you are going through. Remember when we resist or try to control it’s like a vice on our field and we start manifesting other ways to release the energy. Not always pleasent. 

other people’s views: you are healing  - thanks a card is heart connected to your relationships.

hopes and fears - evolution the card is the Phoenix which represents the death and rebirth. This would be the greats fear right now that your father is going to die to be reborn. The hope is that you can see this situation for you as a way to heal your attachments to grief and loss that you can awaken more fully to the knowing that death is the ultimate illusion of separation. Remember your higher truths here. That life is not this one body, you know this as truth so use this cycle you are in to let go of this duality and step more fully into wholeness. 

outcome- the only way to mess up this month is if you close off to your highest truths and pick attachment over the situation trying to control from a limited perspective. Let your dad show you the way of his soul and this time go along for the ride with him being in control....

love you dearly  

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QUESTION: How can I rejuvenate? How can I survive?

YOU: ArchAngel Zedikal is with you and says; The world that you have created deserves your connection, recognition, and acceptance. Everything happening in your world, from the trees that surround you, to the people you talk to, to the food you eat is all created by your power of creation and accepted by your choice. No two human worlds are evolving at the same speed or interacting in the same way. Think about it, everything you do on a daily basis is 100% your choice and of your creation. No one on this planet is seeing or experiencing everything you see and experience. When you look closely, even those we choose to most closely share our lives with have different understandings and perceptions of what we know and believe. Everything we choose to experience already has our connection and signature on it. We must look at everything in our world, everything we can see with our eyes, day in and day out and choose to acknowledge the love we have put into creating it, start to see its true heart. By seeing the heart outside of yourself in the things you have created, you acknowledge the heart within yourself. By acknowledging the heart within yourself, you choose to recognize the heart of everything outside of yourself. Example: Even the most tense and negative situations in your world are of your creation, find the silver lining, recognize and accept your part in its creation and allow your heart to fill with the understanding that this situation was created by you, to help you find new and different ways to recognize and love yourself. By you accepting those worlds interacting and connecting into your world, you help to bridge the worlds and create understanding and acceptance for all. You have a hand in creating everything in your world. Start recognizing the need to love all aspects of yourself and those things in the world you surround yourself with.

BLOCKING YOU: Hyper Throat Chakra this would be a direct message to change your speech. Notice what you chose to speak to people around you. Are you engaging in gossip and continuing storylines that don’t serve your greatest good. What we speak into the world gets reflected in our physical reality. How are you using your word to create your reality?

GOAL: This is the main throat chakra card, here this message is PURIFICATION. I would encourage you to focus 100% of your awareness on not only the words you speak outside of yourself, but the words you say internally to yourself. The phrase “CANCEL THAT THOUGH / COMMENT” should be at the top of your list. When you recognize you are moving into low frequency, negative self or outward speech, say this statement to yourself and witness your energy change.

FOUNDATION: Does this have to do with a partner? If so this is where it would come in. In your foundation right now you are Manifesting the energy of flexibility. This is where you are grounding your relationship into your life more fully. If you are partnered I would expect that this person may be the recipient of the negative talk/yelling/frustration…. if not and this is what you are trying to manifest I would encourage you to witness how you speak outwardly to attract that which is going to support you. The goal is to become present to what energy is being created here so that you may see just how this foundation is or is not supporting you.

DISTANT PAST: Appreciation. This is where high self is fully connected to the heart. Now I am feeling that you may have come crashing down from a manifesting cycle. What this means is that a time maybe not so long ago things felt connected and “spiritual” like you were on the right path and now you can’t feel this, there is a loss there is disconnect.

FUTURE: HYPO Third Eye chakra which is denial. This affirms the above statement and signals that you are not seeing clearly the situation surrounding you. The statement “God does not give us anything we can’t handle comes in very strong”. I would validate your path and tell you only when we hit the bottom “foundation” are we able to completely reinvent the next version of who we are destine to be. This happens over and over in the spiritual seekers journey. One year they stand on the top of the mountain and the next they find them self at the bottom of another bigger mountain having no clue how or where to start the climb.

YOUR ATTITUDE: FEAR, this shows yet again that you are at the starting point of a new journey. Here the main task is to learn how to crawl before you can walk. We tend to get into FEAR energy because we feel like we have lost all control and nothing works, looks, feels the same as it us to, but here I will tell you that is because it cant. You are creating a new / next version of self and you had to get to this exact point before you could start building this new self. IT SUCKS! I have been in your shoes many times, hopeless, feeling lost and 100% confused and looking back these are the most magical times where ingenuity creates things we never knew we could create or bring into manifestation. The trick is to start trusting in yourself and not get stuck in the fear (day by day / second by second)

OTHERS PEOPLES VIEW of you: They see you as an artist who can create with complete passion everything she sees in her mind.

HOPES & FEARS: Manifest - this is the final flow CARD this signals the end of a cycle and the start of a new flow of energy. This card 100% validates everything else said. You are being re-birthed. You are at the baby stage of this new flow and although you have all of your identity from before and the wisdom you gained nothing is working how it used to and THIS IS GOOD! This means you are creating the next journey, you are just at step one so allow this ENERGY TO INTEGRATE (you might even feel depressed…. THIS MEANS REST, YOU are getting downloaded with the next steps.)

OUTCOME: Freedom! Yes!!! Your new authentic self is in full connection to your VOICE so as stated earlier CLEAR these verbal patterns you are living in otherwise you will not find your freedom EASILY. Remember the internal voice is as important as the external. Make sure both a clear to find the freedom you seek.

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Make sure you watched the Monthly Reading before reading this assessment. I do feel your reading is signaling the final pieces of your transformation that are coming together to build your 3-3-3 new human that you will carry forward past next month. SO HERE WE GO…

YOU = Flexible… You have done the work outside of yourself with close personal relationships and here in this month of love you are being asked probably to do this once again with the one relationship closest to you. The flexible card that represents you right now is a marriage of how you ground into your relationship and this is going to be your focus this month. And i believe what you have done with other relationships outside of you you are not going to have to do with that partnership / marriage relationship.

BLOCKING YOU = Teacher, again I love that you have taken on this role outside of yourself in your work now it is coming in much closer and showing possible a block to where you need to grasp this final transition lesson. This card translates to you using your self expression (how you walk the walk and talk the talk) in your relationships. I am getting this visual image of you expressing a though / idea / or even topic for consideration that lands on deaf ears (bad example) I am seeing humor as the deflection here, and because you have patterned so much of your past in this marriage to these roles you each play out you seem to eat your thoughts/ideas/topics up for consideration, because of an old pattern or paradigm between the two of you that keeps playing out. REMEMBER you are shifting BIG TIME -> this means the relationship needs to shift as well. If you play into old paradigms “ARCHETYPES” of how you two use to interact and do not push forward your TRUTH you will get lost and become very confused during this NEW JOURNEY. (like there is a lag between the two of you)

GOAL = Don’t worry you are manifesting CLAIRVOYANCE an opening of the Third Eye chakra or the greater perspective to know when you need to TEACH your partner how to address/deal/play/partner with you in this new ENERGY/LIFE/JOURNEY you have found yourself on. The key here is that you will know when it is appropriate to Teach your marriage partner so that the two of you can grow together and not apart as you start experiencing yourself as this new energy.

FOUNDATION = Awareness -> much of the same your foundation for growth becomes knowing when to use your voice and TEACH. This is the interesting part of partnership, when YOU grow, others around you are also given the change to grow. Some do and some don’t. The key is to stay detached from any expectations over their path, but to give them every opportunity to grow along side of you. Here you are being told that you are manifesting clarity on how to move forward teaching when necessary so that you don’t stay locked into old roles or old archetypes with one another. Here the foundation will be to use your voice in the MOMENT to help him see his new role as it unfolds (and as a partner for you). You are creating awareness.

DISTANT PAST: interesting here it is presenting WITNESS energy which is using the mind in moments of grounded awareness to witness what is happening outside of you and then make internal judgments or decisions. What this means in your reading is that in the distant past you would WITNESS moments and make mental notes (registering) how you feel, what you like, what you don’t like at any given moment. You would process it and then work very hard at aligning these things in your environment (you did all the work). Example: because it happened this way last time, i am going to avoiding saying what I feel that way because you remember when you said it in the past, or did that in the past, or acted a specific way it had an outcome you didn’t enjoy with your partner (you like the path of least resistance and usually sacrifice in order to create that path in life).

FUTURE: YOU ARE IN NEW ENERGY HONEY!!! If asked I am sure you would admit you are the QUEEN and get what you want, but this card here, Shadow of Throat Chakra is telling you -> no longer do you have to mentally work to align everything so that you get what you want (card above = you creating the path of least resistance). You are in NEW ENERGY (can’t stress this enough) in this energy you are TEACHING A MAN TO FISH one time so that he can provide for you forever! Ok broken down this means you will use your voice and say things that are aligning to your newly discovered authentic truth. YOU WILL NOW BE TEACHING… instead of witnessing and then processing in your mind your surroundings to then create a harmonious environment around you. This is to much work and an old paradigm for you. Now you speak what you think - one time and watch as the people around you create the path of least resistance for you.

YOUR ATTITUDE: GUILT haha of course here it comes, but that is so selfish! But I would feel so guilty “demanding” what I want, what I truly think…. So your attitude is still showing signs of the old paradigm which is great and actually helpful. I hope that you get to feel guilty over and over so that you can see how much you are living your new destiny. Ok so what I mean by that is, if you are feeling the emotion of the situation you can usually catch yourself in it and recognize that you might go into an old paradigm. Use this emotional energy of GUILT to let you know when you are breaking out of your old patterns and recognize that you are trying to witness your life from another persons perspective (which is never healthy to try and think for another person). I hope this is making sense there is so much coming through my fingers can’t keep up.

WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT THIS: They see this as you manifesting what you want! This is you aligning your purpose to this foundational energy of your family. There is nothing negative about this - this is you getting what you want and manifesting what you deserve (purpose).

HOPES & FEARS: Artistry, you hope to be passionate about what you want to create. Also hoping to feel so strongly those though of your mind so you gain the clarify and perspective on what it is you truly want. Here the fear is that you will question your passion and possibly decide that this isn’t worth TEACHING or speaking out loud.

OUTCOME: Hyper Third Eye, make sure you stay true to self and don’t get trapped in the mind. Remember what you are leaving is having to try and figure everything out so that things are easy with no friction. You no longer have to try and make everyone happy so that life is easy with no bumps. If you obsess over what others might think, or what might happen you will lose your authentic path and things will get confusing. This is the time to teach from your experience and watch as everyone around you follows the lead/path you have been walking for most of your life!

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So last month when I listed the PRUDENCE window to focus on during the lunar eclipse, I could feel the confusion surrounding it for you… or maybe the confusion at that time. So here we go again this month the YOU card comes in with a HYPER THROAT chakra. Where are you speaking an old paradigm that is not allowing you to move forward into this new energy…

BLOCKING YOU = TRANSCENDENCE OMG woman!!! This energy of transcending the old and moving into this next chapter is literally BEGGING you to open to it. (I can here you saying to me “I AM OPEN”) but apparently there is something still blocking this transcendence and it has to do with Throat Chakra. Here is the way I think this energy might be trying to get your attention:

HYPER throat chakra energy can show up when we need to look at our life and witness where we are speaking words that are out of alignment to our path (this could be swallowing words also!) I have been getting pulled to your career, are you leaving / retiring? It feels as if there might be a limit to what you can freely express there and this is stifling you somehow… If you are not leaving I am not saying you have to, but there has to be a way you can express clearly your thoughts, words, opinions without living disconnect in this energy field. (does that make sense?)

GOAL = creating a sanctuary… This is the HOME card, if you are not moving or trying to bring family together under a new roof (literally or figuratively) this could be you wanting to create that foundational supportive energy where heart is connected to the foundation of where you are and what supports you daily.

FOUNDATION = so very interesting, HEALING this energy is currently manifesting for you and its the energy of aligning heart to your one on one relationships. I am seeing this almost in a flow… Like there is a timeline or a relationship that is healing and this attached to the goal of finding the SANCTUARY energy in your home of foundation. Could also represent your daughter if this has been present on your mind. Like you will not feel completely grounded until she is healed (she representing your foundation).

DISTANT PAST = yes so here is stability which is representing your relationship and grounding… Oh goodness I definitely think this connects to your daughter and your ability to feel completely stable or grounded when she was sick/going through her treatment. Distant past always shows up to warn us of a pattern or something we could be carrying into the future.

FUTURE = your future here is Arch Angel Uriel who is currently manifesting into your field and his message is RELEASE. Angel Message: There comes a point within everyone's existence where they experience a shift and a release of limitations of the physical body. This is where you start to live from a place of remembrance of who you have always been. You remember the soul you have forgotten along the way. You remember that life is more than what you perceive, and you hear the calling inside urging you to become who you were always meant to be. When this happens, you must make room for the soul to re-enter the body. like a sun finding its way home through the dark universe. This is what happens inside of your physical body during the shift. Once the soul finds its way back home you no longer see duality. There are no more choices in your life, everything is one harmonious direction or path that you feel inclined to take. Your life becomes directed and your sense of doing becomes laser focused. You have made room inside of your body to allow divine soul light to come home and when this happens there is no stopping you. Your energy becomes uplifted and you release old patterns that have kept you trapped in an untrusting version of yourself. With your new light body, you find ease and openness in everything you do, there is no more resistance in life and the stars align allowing you to find your way home.

YOUR ATTITUDE: Witness, which means to ground your mind. Watch for the signs. I connect this to the past two cards . Trust that what you need will show up as a sign, there is no need to hold onto anything that is slowing you down in the mental field. There is no need try and understand it more, trust that everything you need to be aware of will trigger you in the physical by a sign or synchronicity.

OTHER PEOPLE: Shadow of Throat Chakra - this is lies and deceit… Man what is swirling around you with this throat chakra energy. So I go back to last month and now the you card this month. Look for where you are really getting irritated or triggered by peoples lies outside of you. It could even be collective stuff like watching news or hearing what larger groups are debating. Wherever you find yourself getting “emotionally” triggered by the LIES & DECEIT people around you are spewing use this to then perform so mirror work on yourself. EXAMPLE: Trump claims we need to build a wall to protect our nation. This makes me sick…. Reflect it to you, why does his opinion to build a wall make me sick to my stomach? Well its creating fear talk and establishing that we need protection from something and this just doesn’t feel right. Ok why do I let this bother me? Am I dealing with a part of myself that is trying to let go of needing protection from “unseen” forces and its triggering me because its an old outdated belief that is now limiting where I can go and what I can do….

HOPES & FEARS = Hyper third eye chakra. This comes in to indicate that the MIND is struggling with concepts and beliefs right now. I would have to say this probably is showing up for you to validate the MAJOR shift you are in (painting reading) you are totally letting go of an old part of the life you had created up to this stage, but in doing so you are getting obsessive over what is you what is old you what is new you. This shows an overactive mind / mental field, but there is nothing to fear here, this is simply you performing a massive clearing on your internal HARD DRIVE.

OUTCOME = you are gaining the confidence you need to move forward. Your self expression (how you live what you preach) is aligning to your energy / willpower / drive. You are manifesting this confidence energy and are becoming unstoppable- you are confidently living your full self expression authentically. This is what switched the script of your HYPER throat chakra… I really feel this pull around the medical side of you -> not sure if you are trying to leave work, or just trying to reconcile some part of your truth with what you do there, but this energy is manifesting and this is what switches the script for you (at least with these last two readings).

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WOW something here about RELATIONSHIPS (feels romantic…?)

I will start with this; 11:44 is the time I started your reading and this is very important because it is validating the YOU card here. 11 = gateway 44= transmutation of old gaining mental balance to create a new consciousness to step into.

YOU = Artistry Card, this card signals a great deal of passion (creative energy in your life), you are creating not only from your mind, but creating things very clearly in the physical world. Everything you think is surrounded by beauty and creativity. This signals a great opening of the Sacral Chakra which physically might even signal weight loss!

BLOCKING YOU = Arch Angel Raphiel - Angel Message: You must separate yourself from your limiting perspectives. Pretend your life is a play, and act as if you are a guest with a ticket to watch the show. Your goal is to watch your life from everyone else's perspective. If you can start to live as if your physical body is the actor in your life and a higher version of yourself is the one watching the performance, you will start to gain insights as to what the world around you is trying to convey. In this moment you can shift your consciousness outside of your own body and begin to watch the world play out around you. This will be the moment you will gain insights from your clearest perspective and realize what is being created by your every move. You must change your perspective to one that is floating above your normal body watching how people react to you when you walk into and out of a room. Watch what people do, see who takes notice, and watch as your physical body does repetitive things that cause you to receive the same reactions. Start to witness your life and start to recognize what roles you are playing around the people you encounter. Learn how to interpret the psychic impulses they are sending to you through which you will learn more about yourself than you had ever imagined possible. Clear your receptive center by seeing a halo of light around your forehead and brow center. Doing this will allow you the telepathy and psychic images you need to recognize what kind of world you have created. This will give you clear intentions to move forward in the most harmonious way.

GOAL = Receive, you are currently manifesting a relationship that is connected to your purpose… Again this all feels romantic, but I know the reading last month was also “relationship” and that felt more business… Only you will know. This is literally saying your GOAL is to manifest a RELATIONSHIP that is attached to DIVINE / HIGH SELF

FOUNDATION = You are at the end of a cycle. This is the MANIFESTATION card and it is manifesting into your FOUNDATION as we speak… Again if this is relationship I would say this is the love to end all loves! If not it is saying that you have just come off the craziest cycle (remember cycles can span YEARS!) where you learned exactly who you are authentically and you are now at the completion of this phase of your journey where everything is grounding and becoming your tangible, physical reality. Your goal as you ground this energy is to finalized that relationship that is attached to your purpose (from above).

DISTANT PAST = Shadow Guilt. This is signaling that there was / is a relationship from the past that you still hold “limiting beliefs” from. Shadow comes up when we are finally ready to break free of a pattern that has been playing out in our subjective “internal / unconscious” reality for sometime. Shadow is one of the final steps in breaking free. This is the death and re-birth. I would have you move back to the last relationship where you questioned yourself (next card is SHAME) where you were made to feel less than where you took on a role that diminished your light. Now open yourself up to understand and review the different ways this PERSON made you feel guilty about who you were, what your path or purpose was. The shadow is hard to reconcile because when we confront this energy “guilt” it is like trying to fine one tiny granular of sand under a whole beach of sand! You must dig down deep uncovering all the ways this external situation made you feel guilty and than own that part of you that allowed someone to push your boundaries that far… Remember its never about the other person its about healing the part of self that allowed someone to make us feel a certain way without sticking up for our own authenticity.

FUTURE = if I am correct in saying this is about a romantic relationship coming in, I would encourage you to do the work on the shadow of sacral chakra “guilt” because if you do not understand what it was about YOU that allowed you to be made to feel guilty than you will repeat this shadow into the future with now the shadow of the Solar Plexus chakra showing up which is Shame… Shame shows that we have denied a pattern of sticking up for self and we will question what is us and what is outside of us… This can make mental field go CRAZY.

YOUR ATTITUDE = You are grounding the Heart - CONNECTION haha if this isn’t about a romantic relationship… I turn in my reading card. I am now thinking about the monthly collective reading and there was a lot of energy coming in about (romance/ but in reflection of self…)

HOW OTHER PEOPLE SEE YOU = Courage, your mind is in alignment to your willpower. Meaning you get what you want and other people see you as being courageous for going after what you want.

HOPES & FEARS = Evolution! This is the phoenix moment I spoke about earlier during your foundation card. You have just completed a cycle, this energy comes in saying you have aligned so much of your willpower to your High Self to make these transformations in your life. This leave you at the beginning of a new cycle which can be HUGELY TERRIFYING because we are now a new person and that means we are going to have completely new experiences, but this is also what humans live for. Its the thrill of the unknown and achieving something you have never experienced before.

OUTCOME = Illusion - shadow of the Third Eye watch out for the patterns of the past to cloud your mind. Remember the 11:44 you are in a gateway to transmute old patterns of thought in the mind to better serve your path forward. Here is the illusion warning for the mind: There is something big going on. Your lines of connection are open and receptive in your mind, but you are not asking the important questions to make sure the information you are getting is correct and serving your greatest good. Your mind is filled with thought forms created by the ego (old) and this is playing to your own physical world hopes and dreams. You are allowing this illusion to take you away from your divine purpose, and now you if you continue the old paradigm you will get trapped in a world of created by old illusion. Watch your internal thought processes and see how many times your ego flares up making you feel GUILTY or SHAME…This is how you will know if you are in the old paradigm and when to transmute what you mind is feeding you.

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YOU: Finding your fluidity while grounding your energy into outside relationships.

BLOCKING: Need to find your courage, you do this by aligning your willpower to what you know to be true in your mind. I usually give a paragraph of information for each of these, but this is so in connection to me and chris that I don’t want to project!!! hahah I find myself pulling back from giving all the details because I don’t want to put too much of me in here. but FUCK IT - here we go!

GOAL: is to become more vulnerable. You are currently manifesting this energy with Archangel Chamual at your side. All beings share one heart. The sacred heart belongs to no one person. The sacred heart is a collection of the love we hold and have for ourselves, and unified by the connections we have with all beings. We must learn to love ourselves for exactly who we are. There is no more hiding the truth of our being. We must emerge from our protective shells and be ready to call from the mountain tops. They will hear our calls of devotion to ourselves and our dedication each and every day. Finding and loving more pieces of our true being. There is no more time to be afraid of what people will think. Fear is what keeps us trapped in believing that what we are is unlovable. We must love ourselves enough that our love reaches every heart everywhere in the seen and unseen worlds. We must have vulnerability so that we may give ourselves over completely to the understanding that if we love everyone as much as we love ourselves, we can shift the vibration of all beings to that of peace, care and stillness. Our sacred hearts are all unified by the same source creator. By filling our own hearts with love, we intentionally fill and love each other. By acknowledging that we are vulnerable when we love so strongly, we take power away from fear and an incapability to love and give the power to the movement of love itself.

FOUNDATION: You are narrating this story LOVE —-> its time to ground your voice into the conversation. This is manifesting into the picture right now so when you do this and start dictating (haha)/directing the story (LEADING w/ COURAGE) you will create the solid foundation needed.

DISTANT PAST: Usually shows the patterns we could recreate into this new timeline and here the energy is that of patience. Interesting because this is all about your willpower and your relationships and finding the balance between forcing others to follow and allowing time and space for things to evolve. I would have you look at who you typically are as a producer and who you have projected yourself to be in this triangle of this “retreat” project. Is this an extreme of how you typically operate? Find the balance point so you don’t re-create a pattern here.

FUTURE: WOW this is big… Spiritual Disbelief HYPO crown chakra - where has this story line pulled back a bit for you? Where do you not feel 100% aligned to how this retreat is moving forward? You have to put more of your narrative into this story line to get yourself back in balance with the project. *This is interesting , because I go in and out of this field here too, the energy seems to fluctuate a lot with this retreat.

YOUR ATTITUDE: You are manifesting complete clarity - CLEAR VISION on not only who you are but who you are in connection to this. Your mind, intuition and clarity are all coming into perspective so again don’t let the potential block (not sticking up for your mind and what you know to be true - stop you from creating the foundational energy for all of us (you are the base of the pyramid!)-> which is you narrating telling or guiding this story.)

HOW OTHER PEOPLE SEE YOU: Shadow of Solar Plexus Chakra which is shame…. here I see this as a complete block out of your authenticity. ***I will validate this, I miss your direct approach - I know you to be very specific with how you see the big picture of a project (creating copy with Rhondalynn is on my mind!!!!) and it seems as if you have taken a step back, your direct approach is missing at least how I know you to be when you are directing a project.

HOPES & FEARS: Your high self is wanting to express through you. The card here is tolerance - specifically defined as the ability or willingness to tolerate something, in particular the existence of opinions or behavior that one does not necessarily agree with. = When you do not agree you are out of alignment with High Self and this becomes part of the hope (to reconcile) and the fear (scared to express your alignment completely) in order to stay in alignment HIGH & LOW self w/ this project you need to find that balance point and start telling the story.

OUTCOME: LOVE IT!!! You are manifesting PROGRESS energy which is you grounding your willpower into this situation. SHES BACK!!! - let that LION roar!!!!

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YOU: its saying there are still solar plexus chakra shadow energies coming up for review. So lets figure out where your going this month. Also remember we are in 1-1-3 energy which means this is like the last gateway to enter into TRUE/AUTHENTIC self for you.

BLOCKING: hahaha ok I am interested to see what comes up for you here. This window is TOLERANCE. This window is all about your high self wanting to express through you… SO what have you been denying on a spiritual level that high self is trying to align to you? Lets go very straight forward - what outside of you do you have NO TOLERANCE for right now - where is your trigger? And how is this coming in as another item that needs to be released for you to clear this shadow side of the solar plexus chakra? example: I have no tolerance for my husband when he_____ or how you are looking at the Pelaton instructor who feels so in-authentic when she does________. SO this same area is where you are not giving yourself a break and it is here where you are not fully expressing your own desires that you are blocking high self from completely manifesting through you.

GOAL: Your readings always remind you to speak up for yourself. The goal for you ALWAYS is to speak instead of swallow (old thyroid issues…) speak what you feel so that you don’t swallow those feelings and confuse your emotional / feeling body for what you are wishing to express.

FOUNDATION: Clairvoyance. Yes, you are getting sooooooo clear. Clear sighted, so I just looked at your FUTURE because here your foundation becomes a support for what you are moving towards in your future. And the future window is DEVOTION, where you high self wants to serve a greater / bigger population. You have expressed wanting to get into training and here is where your clarity is guiding you towards this future timeline.

DISTANT PAST: Spiritual disbelief or hypo crown chakra. Meaning when you got to close to your purpose or fulfillment of goals, you sabotaged yourself (your words) this placement shows old patterns where when things started aligning so perfectly you might have dismissed them as happening to you instead of acknowledging that you created every opportunity and everything was aligning to you for the highest good. So here the warning is to not pull back to stay connected to the moment and own everything that aligns to you because it is the stepping stone for your next catapult forward.

FUTURE: Devotion, your high self pulling towards the group that await your expertise!

YOUR ATTITUDE: Archangel Michael YAY for you your finding your people. I would not be surprised if you started magnetizing people into your life that began helping you achieve this FUTURE card. Interesting for you and old patterns (not letting people get too close / or helping you) you taking on the entire load of work. You are in a place now where people are going to show up who want to help you because it is a part of the destiny to help you get to a place where you can lead bigger groups of people (YOUR ENERGY IS EXPANDING - YOU WILL NEED THEIR HELP) and know that they need to help you!!! its part of their destiny.

WOW OTHER PEOPLE: Are ready for your message - throat chakra card… They see you as walking your walk and talking your talk - PURIFIED to speak a message clearly and with transformative potential! (i feel all education w/ spa)

HOPES & FEARS: Hypo Root Chakra (here is comes again) am i ready, am i good enough, am i schooled enough. All these minor hesitations (not quite fear) but the beginnings of pulling back from this being your complete reality and new foundation.

OUTCOME: Progress you are grounding the momentum the willpower the drive into your physical reality to achieve your goals (Speaking your truth) - now i am back to you asking for what you want and co-creating this next step. Remember all of this here in January is to release these last bits of shadow from Solar Plexus so that you can expand into this next version of self!

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YOU: Manifesting prudence to speak what you know to be true. What is it that you have not spoken… You have taken time and built up the awareness to speak this understanding. You intuitively know what is happening and thus far have been mentally making up your case. This card show that you are ready to speak this truth, to express this knowing. Its manifesting so get ready.

BLOCKING YOU: This “prudence above” must have to do with a one-on-one relationship. This window is all about you walking your walk and talking your talk in the presence of this relationship. You have been expressing your truth outwardly through your actions, but its time for what you have been doing through your actions to be spoken directly. It seems like the person hasn’t gotten the message, and your now being asked to SPEAK your truth not just act in accordance with your beliefs. To change this situation and really teach this person or give them the message it will require your words.

GOAL: You are manifesting the potential to lead a group. All windows that come up "(cards)” tell the same story, so here you are getting ready to lead a group, your intuitive guidance is clear on this and your ready to guide a bigger group towards a collective goal. So where does this come in with this individual who you need to speak up to???

FOUNDATION: It also seems as if this is a new group because here in your foundation you are manifesting these connections. (to the larger group you are supposed to lead) it feels like this one-on-one relationship is like the gatekeeper that has been keeping you from this take…

DISTANT PAST: this spot clues us into the patterns or old paradigms that we could bring into this new timeline. Here the old pattern is that you have not been able to manifest the conviction to go after / or speak your truth to this “person” one-on-one relationship. There is a power that you give over to them where you have allowed their energy to dominate you and overtake your intuitive senses are, you have allowed them to dictate the terms (???) Its about not have enough conviction to stand up for your intuitive knowings and allowing their power to direct you.

FUTURE: Archangel Uriel - you are being asked to release a very deep seeded aspect of self and surrender and trust that this incredible feeling of SELF you are in connection to will lead you into the next stage of personal development. Call on Uriel when you need validation and need a push to step into this next phase of self. This is a caterpillar to butterfly moment for you.

YOUR ATTITUDE: to have awareness. This is about learning from the present moment when you actually use your voice and speak your truth. This window is about duality - let me explain… It now feels like you are being asked to become aware of how you react when you speak in front of this relationship. It feels as if who you are in connection to this person is a lessened (or dualistic) version of your authentic self. Like this person can turn you into a totally different person. This feels like a big LESSON / PERSPECTIVE moment for you. The future being (URIEL) if you can release this aspect of self you have a transformation moment that never has to be repeated. The duality (the energy feels subservient in a way) To have enough awareness you can change this.

OTHER PEOPLE: hahah here we go - so whoever you are supposed to use your voice with will gain a level of appreciation for you. But this comes from high self and settles into heart center. Which means it might stay subconscious…. meaning they might now outwardly show their appreciation, but on a higher level the compassion for what you are doing will be there.

HOPES & FEARS: Witness, this is all about being grounded enough to see and recognize the signs. Because this is such an intuitively driven “goal” (goal being the prophet energy that will lead these groups) you are looking for the validation that you are on the right path, although the signs are all around they only connect to your and your intuitive senses since this is in connection to your purpose. So trust in your instincts here.

OUTCOME: there is a warning here and it comes from hypo heart chakra. Heart has come up all around you leading these groups of people so the warning here is that if you don’t follow this desire to lead these people it will leave your heart feeling empty (depression energy) this is what will fill you up and give meaning to what you do, your heart longs to lead and create a more connected collective so don’t disconnect from this passion otherwise there might be a emptiness in your heart around what you are doing.

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YOU: This is the shadow of the HEART chakra the wisdom here for you is grief which signals the LETTING GO of something in order to move on. Because I performed a reading on you with an intuitive art piece I can tell you that I know for sure this is in regards to the letting go of the “low self” the personality you have created on EARTH up until this point “ego” and stepping into the HIGH SELF stepping into unity body which guides you into the higher purpose and how you are here to guide humanity.

BLOCKING YOU: Hyper Crown Chakra which is spiritual disbelief. I am getting pulled more towards a sense of “confusion” or not being completely clear right now on who you are as High Self and therefore you question some of this NEW energy coming in… Let me validate you and say this energy is COMPLETELY NORMAL!!! There is no way you get to this point and claim to know how you cross this bridge from LOW to HIGH self. So I know this card is coming up to simply give you validation on this part of your path during this transition time and let you know its ok NOT TO KNOW because that will help you align to something so much greater than you can envision right now.

GOALS: Your voice & your passions are coming together to create the TEACHER energy. In this new space you are going to be called to teach more than you are, more than you know, more than you can imagine right now… Keep your self open and aligned to this GOAL energy coming in. (also manifesting for you right now).

FOUNDATION: Your foundation is filled with WISDOM. Your authentic self and your purpose have come together to create a solid foundation for you to grow from. All of the wisdom you have acquired up until this point will become your foundation moving forward. Everything you have learn will become your launch point as you move into this next phase of UNITY consciousness and begin leading humanity.

DISTANT PAST: Low Self-Esteem, what are you questioning…I am getting or maybe hearing you think about if this is the time to drastically change your “human” role and step fully into your calling… The placement of this card is a reminder of old patterns or paradigms you have held in the past that if your not careful could repeat again in the future. Here its a warning of you distrusting your are enough to accomplish your goals (which are this TEACHER energy) and that could disrupt your future (potential block in throat chakra - which is also 5D shift energy) do not lessen your light here, trust completely in what you created up to this point so that you can clearly into your future/goals.

FUTURE: Shadow Throat Chakra - your internal voice is strong. What is the dialog you are repeating with your inside voice? When you think about your future what is the story you are telling yourself… “Just 5-more years…?” “When I achieve this benchmark, I will peruse my goals…?” -> There is some internal story that your “interviewing voice” tells the mind that is dysfunctional. This also triggers the old pattern of Low Self-Esteem… Review this story to remove blocks to your future timelines wanting to come in. (you might discover the story if you review where you feel low self-esteem…)

YOUR ATTITUDE: You are currently manifesting another level of harmony and balance. I feel as if life has been “FLUCTUATING” a bit more than normal… Like there is a level of normalcy that you are missing? This placement shows that everything is coming on line once again to bring balance / centering back into your life.

OTHER PEOPLE: Hahahaha INSPIRE card - this is the teacher card but from people perspective. This is a message in a bottle. YOUR PEOPLE ARE WAITING FOR YOU… Why are you making them wait? This card shows you are heart aligned to teach your one-on-one relationships. This is the build it and they will come card.

HOPES & FEARS: KISMET that your purpose is what you think it is… This shows that part of your path right now is in contrast or duality. Its like you know what you need to do, but you question what you need to do. Does that make sense? This energy here is saying, everything you can “imagine” is your potential so trust what is in your mind is what you are supposed to be in purposeful connection to.

OUTCOME: Fluidity, your family is your passion or read in connection to your other cards look to your family to receive the validation over your passionate pursuits. There is something about this card that triggers this deep need for validation or that the family will support your passions… The outcome here states that when you find your fluidity in connection to this new platform, this new energy you are bringing in will help you flow with everything you are in alignment to and this will be completely connected to your passion.

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Cross Layout - Relationships

You - use your voice in a clear way and walk your walk and talk your talk. Throat chakra. Make sure to express you authenticity ❤️ 

Whats blocking -hyper third eye chakra obsession, this means don’t go outside of your self to play a role because of the repetitive thoughts in your head. Stay true to yourself, don’t think about what the other person might say. Try to be you as much as possible without questioning what the other person might do or say.

goal- realist... BE YOU this is all about being able to ground the authentic you into the situation. Staying realistic with your expectations (over yourself!)

foundation -  flexibility between your passion and what you anchor into your world. You are being asked to stay flexible. Every relationship must find their flow and how two come together to be one so her it’s a reminder that by finding a flow that stays grounded in both of your passions you will stay connected to the goal of being and staying your authentically.

Distant past, the potential pattern you could repeat. This is about intuition. Connecting to your foundation and it’s manifesting for you so I would interpret that in the past you have pushed that intuitive voice away and allowed the ”ride” to go on longer than it should have because it was convienente - this is asking you to not repeate the pattern so when something intuitively doesn’t feel right - get grounded immediately, and be pragmatic about it so if your feeling jealousy..... don’t ground into attacking energy but sit down be vulnerable and say I am feeling really uneasy about something between us, and am not sure why. Can we talk this out and you try to help me.... something like this “pragmatic” is not emotional but more left brain 🧠 (I am using any emoji it shows for the end!)

Future - you are really manifesting stability here! Have you though that this could be a person you move in with....?!? This is manifesting stability again grounding a one on one relationship into you life and making it your foundation. 

your attitude - is you want this to be easy you want this relationship to feel like a vacation! This is about patience. Finding black ace between you want to use your willpower to move things forward while also taking the time to enjoy what’s happening.

other peoples view of this - teacher and manifesting the energy to teach through using your voice in connection to the relationship. Here I would say what your goal is “purifiying” your ability to speak clearly in this relationship is also what those who are witnessing you in this new relationship see as your “triumph” moment. Holding you will authentic speak your truth.

Haha your hopes and fears - kindness, you hear me saying use your voice authentically and now your brain is like well what if my voice and mind are wanting to scream FU! Haha so the juxtaposition here is that you hope that authentically there is always an ability to be kind you the relationshipbit also your own mind and thoughts and your fear is that if you use the voice authentically when you feel like you should that speaking truth might now result is (sunshine, rainbows, and 🦄!) 

Outcome - your lesson/purpose here is to use your voice to find your purpose. Concentrate to make sure what you speak is always aligned to your highest alignment. the goal here might now be just to speak your truth but to learn how to speak that truth in a way that will help (teach, send compassion, and uplift) the other person while you are still presenting your soul for review. Does that make sense. It feels like you are being asked to move to a new stage of expression where you are 100% true to yourself but chose how you speak carefully so that every reverberation of your voice is keeping you aligned to the highest outcome.

jumper - prophet - which I swear you have gotten as a jumper before. This is reminding you that you know what you need, you are a leader not a follower, so trust your instincts because they are there to clue you into the next step even when the people around you might not see or be ready for what’s coming. 

love, Love, love

Guest on Soul Chat Radio

October 16: Continuing the October theme of "Boo's and Don'ts of Halloween," today's broadcast features our guest: "Jenessee Roy: Chakras Root to Crown."

We had a wonderful time getting to know Jenessee and her work as her "primary language is with the chakras," and our conversation is a beautiful tie in to our last week's broadcast, "It's All About You and It's Not About You."

Listen to Jenessee describe her work in after school yoga programs to empower young ladies from grades 1-12. She explains that any mentor working with someone that looks up to you, it's extremely important to ensure that you serve as channels of clear love so that none of your own dysfunctions can be picked up on by the mentees. Jenesee and her mentor partner help these young ladies learn through their body systems (emotional body, mental body, etc.), to help these young ladies to actually see themselves, to allow them to receive their authentic self. It's very inspiring to hear!

We also discussed grounding and the chakras in general, with Jenessee providing some suggestions. This was a beautiful segue into information surrounding each chakra with the physical, emotional, and spiritual/karmic lesson; its shadow; and then Michelle and I tied Jenesee's description to the planets/astrology.

 Have something to write with to take notes! There's great insight and helpful information to assist in the necessary part of knowing yourself, especially as we learn to move away from negative labels to describe our life experiences, to see that the things we go through are, in fact, a beautiful part of life and to experience more of who we are, as Jenessee said: you're then able to experience more of your total soul!

Taurus Full Moon Reading

I love random layouts! As soon as I look I usually get a hit on what the layout represents. Not being an astrologer or having any context for Taurus I am excited to see if this sign has anything to do with mind or mental filed, because this is what I see when I look at your layout. On the bottom I see you and your experience and the scaling cards to the left will represent your left brain where the cards on the right will be your right brain.  

Left - analytical, but also how you get things accomplished on the horizontal timeline that is this human existance.  

Right - holographic, but also your antenna to divine. This is the 10th Dimensional access to your limitless potential (if you can hold and connect to its frequency) and bring into physical manifestation using left brain... 

so very interesting 

right Brian is holding the spiritual message/wisdom/lesson of courage this is aligning all of your physical and emotional energy towards what’s happening in this “download” process you are experiencing. “Family or foundation” connection per left brain.  you are tryin to find your sanctuary, your home, your place. This is about feeling comfortable grounding Into the family or whatever is currently supporting you. These are the ideas in your mental field. It seems as if your questioning or getting the courage to make a big shift/move/leap as it pertains to “family” whatever that means to you.

now emotionally this is creating a “transcendence” moment or one that will forever change you. This is crow chakra awareness. Top of the mountain, full clarity kind of stuff, there is a level of maturity or growth. Physically there is a group of people surrounding you that you are either maturing with or stepping up to, your identity is maturing and you are now equal to those in this group supporting or surrounding you.

outcome - you, wow artistry card! So funny in 10-min I am doing a radio show and it’s all about sacral chakra artistry and how what we bring through creatively is our birthing of our next transformation. You don’t have to be an artist to do this, but humans are constantly connected to their passions and how they bring this through in the physical world signals their artistry and can ground them more fully into their authenticity.

light and love

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