Let me start by stating this cross layout is mostly used to answer a specific question. If your looking for general information about your life from a bigger perspective this too will give guidance, but I can already see resonance to specific aspects so just know I am going to read this as the cards dictate it might go back and forth (big vision then specific)
#1 - you card... here we get hypo third eye chakra. This means you have pulled back from your authenticity and have settled into a level of distrust in what the bigger vision or perspective is. I would have to say this is signaling that you have been given a “download” (purpose, guidance, direction) and after it was gifted to you - the mind began running through reasons why this “download” is not possible or probably for you at the time. This shows that manifestation energy has been halted here in your mental field most likely because you are not trusting in the bigger picture ”download” as it has been gifted to you.
#2 what’s blocking you... oh yes the above is true because here you are getting the shadow of the root chakra of whic is fear. Let me validate you and say this is a typical human pattern... we get “downloads” of our higher purpose and then our most grounded aspect of self “the human” in us says, I can’t do that - that would completely change my and my families lives! Then we chalk the “download” up to being our creative mind daydreaming way to big for our little human selves once again.
#3 your platform for growth... yes!!!! Love this, you are currently manifesting the support from your partner to chase the dream “download” you have been gifted with.
#4 goals... You are manifesting a new growth cycle through aligning YOU this most authentic version of yourself to your passion! this passion is creative in nature.
#5 distant past... this is where you need to watch out because you could fall back into an old pattern that doesn’t serve this new energy. Here we get hypo root chakra which triggers our anxieties. Your mind after hearing these words of encouragement might be telepathically screaming “hell yeah!” Bring on the “download” this time I am going to follow through. And here what’s coming through is this has happened before and when it was time to manifest your purpose/download into physicality you got anxious and pulled back right before you had to make the shift that would change your life.
#6 future projection... follow your heart. If you follow your heart your future will be in complete balance. Heart also reminds us to trust and lean into vulnerability for the greatest outcome potential.
#7 your attitude / position... you want to manifest stability so that you can bring your relationships into this present moment to align to this “download”
#8 how others see you... haha now this is funny because your worried about the security of your relationships and this is saying they all know you always follow your intuition with conviction anyways... so what you waiting for!
#9 hopes and fears... your authenticity is completely aligned to your purpose right now and this gives you as much hope as it does fear in the changes it might create in your life. Use your wisdom trust your authenticity.
#10 outcome... this is the last card of the deck 78 of 78) when it shows up it signals the complete union of human and divinity. It shows completion. It is perfection. The question you ask is being received and divine is saying yes, it’s all yours, the gates are open you just have to enter DEAR one.