11-17-17

Should I get a real job?

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physical - what’s happeing in life. Arch Angel card Zadekial - message of acceptance. The world that you have created deserves your connection, recognition, and acceptance.

Everything happening in your world, from the trees you surround yourself with, to the people you

talk to, to the food you eat is all created by your power of creation and your choice. No two

human worlds are evolving at the same speed or interacting in the same way. Think about it

everything you do on a daily basis is 100% your choice and of your creation. No one on this

planet is seeing or experiencing everything you see and experience, and when you look closely

even those we chose to most closely share our lives with have different understandings and

perceptions of what we know and believe. Everything we chose to experience already has our

connection and signature on it. We must look at everything in our world, everything we can see

with our eyes day in and day out and chose to acknowledge the love we have put into creating

it, start to see its true heart. By seeing the heart outside of yourself in the things you have

created you acknowledge the heart within yourself. By acknowledging the heart within yourself

you chose to recognize the heart of everything outside of yourself. Example: Even the most

tense and negative situations in your world are of your creation, find the silver lining, recognize

and accept your part in its creation and allow your heart to fill with the understanding that this

situation was created by you to help you find new and different ways to recognize and love

yourself. By you accepting those worlds interacting and connecting into your world, you help to

bridge the worlds and create understanding and acceptance for all. You have a hand in creating

everything in your world. You will start to recognize the need to love all aspects of yourself and

those things in the world you surround yourself with.

Emotional -  

1- why your battling this question. Attachment- you have patterns of attaching your purpose to foundational issues of support/security and self worth. Know that you have 2 more arch angles with you Gabriel for co-creation and Uriel for release. It’s time to trust that you are in co-creation with the Divine and it doesn’t matter what you do as long as you are able to play in co-creation with the world around you.

Uriel says - There comes a point within everyone's existence where they experience a shift and a release of

the physical body, this is where you start to live from a place of remembrance of who you have

always been. You remember the soul you have forgotten along the way. You remember that life

is more than what you perceive and you hear the calling inside to become who you were meant

to be. When this happens you must make room for the soul to renter the body. Like a sun

finding its way home through a dark universe this is what happens inside of your physical body

during the shift. Once the soul finds its way back home you no longer see duality. There are no

more choices in your life, everything is one harmonious direction or path that you feel inclined to

take. Your life becomes directed and your sense of doing becomes laser focused. You have

made room inside of your body to allow divine soul light to come home and when this happens

there is no stopping you. Your energy becomes uplifted and you release old patterns that have

kept you trapped in untrusting version of yourself. With your new light body you find ease and

openness in everything you do, there is no more resistance in life and all stars align just to allow

you to find your way home.

emotionally is where you are holding onto patterns that have created belief systems making you question your path. Remember this world is just a hologram - everything is in divine perfection, just the way you created it. 

Mental Field - 5D - your need to have the supportive community around you who believe what you believe and understand you on the deepest of levels is manifesting into your path. The thought that if I only had the people around me to support me now, is coming into reality. Here arch angle Michael comes in to support you. 

you are also in a phase of growth where your passions are aligning to your authentic self which will create new energy for you to follow. From the confusion of the mind you will begin to “feel” intensely a pull to create and manifest new which will take you deeper into your purpose work.

your ideals, and your need to be free keep you out of the normal limiting patterns of humanity. Your authentic self is in alignment with your self expression and this creates the momentum you seek within the realm of your career/job. You have this freedom and it doesn’t seem as if this will change.

Reading 11-15-17

Where is my Life Going? 

Root Chakra - your foundation where your moving from - this one card sums up a lot of what you are currently experiencing (per your question) you are manifesting the energy of reconciliation. This is where we take the lessons the patterns we’ve been living and start to witness what is happening in our life from a different perspective. As a human this can be tough because you start to question everything you have been involved with and it gets heavy and disorienting. The beauty of this card coming in as it does is that it is giving you the ability/energy necessary to reconcile a part of your life that is out of harmony with the whole. Reconciliation means we can look at something we perceived to be negative and start to see how it was perfectly aligned to teach us exactly what we need to know. Nothing in life is broken, it is always perfect and this card is giving you the space and energy to start making those connections.

sacral chakra -  relationships, intreastingly enough this is the heat chakra card (compassion, balance and those around you) Again you are manifesting this energy of harmony and balance with your one on one relationships. I wouldn’t say this feels like the totality of your question, but would say that when you asked the question, where is my life going (relationships) were a part of the overall picture. Here it states that through your understanding of your current process you may find more space to see that your relationships are supporting your efforts and it’s your perception of life right now that has got you confused, not the other way around.

Solar Plexus - YOU - this gets better and better! The Empathy card - I tell people this card is all about letting go of the “metaphorical” demons. This is where your voice connects to your heart/compassion and you start speaking from a place of vulnerability that isn’t so much for the people Around you but for you and your ability to release the heavy ness that kept you locked into seeing life in only one way. This states that you are currently bringing in the energy to release what’s holding you back from seeing things clearly, but you are going to have to speak truths to make this switch flip! 

heart - the bridge to bring what you want “your purpose” into your human timeline. Here the card is reverence, again manifesting. This says YOU to in your HEAD! Have compassion towards your mind. Were you told what you want is ego? Were you told you have to be a certain way to get what you want. This card highlights all the possibilities of your life and what it is saying is that your in such conflict over what you want that it becomes a source of frustration. The key here is to follow your heart - or better yet know that everything in your head is a product of the heart and to just pick something and have an experience with it. Reverence to me signals the deep respect we have and can give to something. That is what i want you to have regarding your thoughts. All of your thoughts are of YOU they are yours, have respect towards them and stop beating yourself up. This will slowly guide you clearly towards your purpose.

throat Chakra - appreciation, again your purpose is aligned to your heart. Have appreacation for what you are thinking and speak it! This is the process to get you through the previous card “heart chakra” when you are feeling vulnerable because you don’t know if what your thinking is right JUST SPEAK! This is the key, your cards are laying out like a road map to get you through this confusing time - trust them!

third eye - perspective! The Narrator card (this is so clearly coming through) the more you can be open in the present moment and use your voice to tell your story the more insight you will have towards what is unfolding. Speaking your authentic truth in each situation (back to the mind/ all those options and things your thinking) will give you the guidance to align to what you would deem your purpose.

crown - outcome. Teacher card - relationships meets your self expression or how you walk your walk and talk your talk in life creating opportunities to be the teacher. This energy is all about owning our own authentic flow in life when we can not only live the truth we feel but also act in a way that is in accordance to that trust we become a powerful vessel to those relationships we surround ourself with so that we can teach them (by just being ourselves). 

your energy was spunky and fun to work with - light and love

10-31-2018

What is happening in the next 6months, and what do I need to make it successful

You - manifesting card, intreasting thing is that you have the reverse energy of this card as your foundation. these two cards represent the opposit ends of a cycle. Here in the you position it describes what you are currently going through. This is where your present moment connects to your high self and brings into your field the ability to manifest. It means you are in prime mode to create into your field exactly what you need as long as it’s deemed purpose filled and supported by high self. This is the baby card of the cycle - what is new, what excites you, what do you want, where can you play and explore here is where you will find the “thing” wanting to be manifested

whats blocking you - your own awakening! Where is your passion not connected to your high self. Remember to manifest in this new cycle you have to be playing and passion filled so where are you blocking your own high self connection by your inability to find joy in what your doing? 

goals - stability. Easy! You want to connect your one on one relationship to your present moment!

Foundation- complete card, this card signals the completion of a long cycle it’s where purpose meets your foundation. Think of the flow of energy up and down a tube, this signals the downward flow - manifest in cycle where everything comes back down into your foundation. You are manifesting the completion of a long cycle and it will soon come to an end, but it will create the new foundation that you can grow from. Think all the experience you learned instead of what you lost in the process of what you took so long to develope. Everything had to be cleared to put you in a place to create this new higher level thing.

distant past - shadow of illusion, this is a pattern that if you don’t let go will continue to hinder your own growth and success. Block in third eye or perspective, where are you not seeing clearly what’s unfolding and holding onto the dark side of what’s coming through. Stop your overactive mind and allow yourself to be open to the totality of what’s coming through instead of your limiting views on what you think you see. 

Future- hyper root chakra, in order to move forward in the next six months you have to stop playing this role/archetype! Stop being someone your not. Root Chakra is all about fear in moving forward, where are you living someone else’s path and not you own because your scared to not have a solid foundation Beneith you. 

Your attitude/position - you are manifesting the ability to tell your story clearly. This has to do with walking the walk and talking the talk. Family connecting to your self expression and you authentically speaking your truth your story. 

other people views- people witness you as someone who is putting on a hyoid mask or they see your “fake ness” they can tell you are playing a role. This has to do with your obsessive tendencies, mostly connected to relationships and passion. 

Hopes and fears: you,-“if I become completely authentic and be who I want to be in the future... hyper root chakra card” what happens if there is no foundation what happens if I don’t have support or stability to do what I want to do... you hope you can find the balance between who you are and living in this completely connected and authentic way but fear if you do so you will not have support in what you want. This card signals the pulling back or away from your foundation (job, family, foundation) 

Outcome: witness. Divine is asking you to watch for the signs. Use you MIND your ability to perceive what’s going on in connection to the present moment. By doing this you become the witness of what is happening around you which becomes your roadmap to the success in which you seek. You must remember we’re not given the entire path we’re given steps and the steps arrange themselves into experiences. These experiences when joy filled and connected to our passion create a harmonious path that your entire self (high & human) can get behind.